its funny. i spent so much time thinking it would just be her and me together. Just always together. Sure, i suck, i know. i just wish i was good enough to keep her loving me

This was written the day she moved out. We were still together then. It hurt so bad. i loved her so much. i dunno. Its not like I have all that much to worry about. i can just quietly grow old, as even dying has yet to work out for me.