This scenario happened very differently, but i think its the jist. We both went quiet, in thought... she had the same thought as me. It wasn't pleasant after, and very much like not to look at it.
I know i'm not alone, hating the useless and pretty. I am basically at the point where i hate all women (Besides Rora), and even the functional female relationships i have i throw to the wind. Pretty makes it worse. One thing that kills me about being pretty, is it is routinely unearned. I work out the most out of anyone in the office (4 times a week, atleast an hour session) and i am the worst looking. Theres nothing i can do to be prettier. And, i mean, i guess i really don't want it all that bad, but its like a talented person. i can never be talented. Fuck them for there talent. I have to work hard for everything. I can't just be good and then smoke pot all day. i have to spend hours and hours.